any thoughts, words of wisdom regarding feeling lost in the world? i graduated high school 2 years ago, going on 3 and i haven't done shit. i have no drive and motivation, but don't know how to get out of this funk... help a girl out? i know this is weak as fuck, but you make shit happen for you and yourself only which is what i aspire to do. love and appreciation from a female kreep :)
I’ve gone thru this before. I can help with this I think.
When I get a REAL case of the “I just really don’t give a fuck but I do but not enough that I’m actually gunna do anything about it“‘s… That’s when I press PAUSE.
I ask myself several things.
Am I depressed?
Being depressed can fuck ur whole thing up. And that shit can creep up on u and happen without ur knowledge really. If I feel like I’m depressed, I take time off to chill and do NOTHING. Literally, NOTHING on purpose. I give myself a start time/date and a end time/date. I only allow myself to relax and not care for that time period. Usually thru that I am able to figure out what it is that’s bugging me or not working in my life and by the time my mini-mental vacation is over I know exactly what I need to do to change it.
Am I horny?
9 times outta 10 if I’m depressed or not getting shit done it’s because I haven’t been getting dicked down regularly enough or GOOD enough. lol. And a lot of times I feel like we as women kinda just ya know, like, let that shit go, like it doesn’t matter, but YOU know and I know that, that shit DOES and if u aren’t getting it good enough or regularly enough that shit can and WILL affect ur productivity. When I’m getting that goooooood dick and I’m getting it regular not only am I getting all my business tasks done but I’m baking shit, making dinners, singing, doing everybody’s laundry.. I’m getting everything done! lolz. When I haven’t had it in a while it’s like I’m one of those old ass wind-up toys all winding down super slow. Nothing gunna get done. Hahaa. Girl, get u some dick! :P
What is the porn industry doing now that la passed the ridiculous condom law?
I don’t give any fucks about anything relating to porn or los angeles or laws or people with opinions about these things. NADA!
I am looking for questions from FANS to me about the FANS! About things that are going on in the lives of my Kreeple! No laws. No bullshit B.S. “look at me! look at me! I’m pretending to care about a cause” people.
This is for the FANS! The KREEPZ! I Wanna Help u with ur problems today not talk about the problems a bunch of rich companies, politicians & has-been industry hanger-on-ers looking for a reason to be relevant have created. I wanna talk about your life. What’s good with YOU. Ask me a different question. :P
Have you ever done the sex move "nigga flip" on flim or in real life?
I myself have not done this on camera or in real life, lolz… but if ever there was a possibility it was probably in my movie “Kristina Rose: Unfiltered” Directed by Belladonna! It’s available thru Evil Angel and in the scene I’m referring to Belladonna made my teen dream to have a mini train ran on me a reality. Scene includes JonJon, Nat Turnher & Alex Gonz all going HAM on Cindy after some bullshitting, beers and blunts.
Not a question but I just wanted to let you know that I just started following you today and no lie I have been going through your tumblr page all day. My peen has literally been hard all day over here in afghani land and the only way I have been able to take care it is by j/o all day! This US Marine loves you and your work!